My first dance with the devil

[imintrigued420]

So yesterday I had my first experience with H. I was brought to the ghetto by a suspicious character, and I'm pretty sure he ripped me off a bag. Whatever. The bags cost 20 bucks, and came in a small wax paper type envelope. Each one contained about .1-.2 of powder. I snorted both bags in about 15 minutes. FUCK did it feel good. I just relaxed, cigarette in mouth, feeling the most amazing feeling really that i've ever felt. An hour later I was coming to a little bit so I popped 3 perc 10s. Brought me just about right back to that warm opium blanket. I always said I'd never try H, but I'm really happy I did. It was a great experience,

[Oscar]

Glad you enjoyed yourself. Opiates are a slippery slope. Be careful.

[Tashi]

may the lord be with you... and me if I ever try it

[Oscar]

@doublestaxx summed it up pretty well in another thread.

It goes from:

1. I'll only do them if I get them for free
2. It's ok I only do it on weekends
3. Maybe one day during the week is fine
4. I have to take it almost every day to go to work and get to sleep
5. Ok I'm dependent, but at least I'm not doing heroin
6. I only get heroin when there's no pills available
7. Well it's basically the same, heroin is just cheaper, I might as well save money
8. I'm just smoking/snorting, it's not like I'm shooting up
9. Well shooting up is just another way of taking it I guess, it's fine cause I can't hit myself so I can't go overboard with it
10. So the fuck what if I'm a junkie?


And that shit stays with you long after you've gone through withdrawals and gotten clean. I just went on a mini binge banging dillys and pissed away 3 + months free from opiates.

Side note: if anyone offers to shoo you up with dilaudid DO NOT DO IT, it's the fucking crack cocaine of opiates. I went through 20 4mg pills in 3 days chasing the rush I got from the first shot (and that's me conserving them)... and that's after being away from opiates for the longest I've ever been. Don't do it. Drugs aren't bad, but this drug will make you bad.

[imintrigued420]

I appreciate your guys concern. I've never even really done another opiate except mild painkillers. I Will certainly be paying very close attention to how much I do and do my best to ensure I don't slip down that slope.

[Tashi]

so whats it like? Is it like snorting roxis?

im really depressed, and I am feeling reckless.

as crazy as it sounds, H sounds better for me than alcohol.

I always turn to alcohol but that shit make me crazy and I dont want to go to jail (DUI or get into a fight)

[dankstarR]

so whats it like? Is it like snorting roxis?

im really depressed, and I am feeling reckless.

as crazy as it sounds, H sounds better for me than alcohol.

I always turn to alcohol but that shit make me crazy and I dont want to go to jail (DUI or get into a fight)

It's like that same opiate feeling from all opiates, like a dirtier OC high. Longer legs and way better though. Be careful, turned me from throwing up off 40mg's of OC to banging dope in my neck at 19.

[imintrigued420]

To me it was intense relaxation. Snorted a VERY little bit, and immediately felt the warmth spread through me. I glanced at my friend to make sure she was ok (another first time user) and she appeared to be diggin it. Afte that it was just like a very dreamy state of awareness, accompanied by an almost invincible feeling, but not one that needed to be tested. I just sorta felt like no matter what, I would succeed.

[Oscar]

@Tashi

It really depends on how good the dope is. I have gotten bags of H that were equivalent to a perc5 and I've had bags that were as strong as an 80. It all depends on the batch and the connect. I LOOOOOVE OC's but they don't exist anymore. Snorting good H is a lot better than snorting roxies IMHO. It leaves a nice bitter drip and you know you are doing something awesome (terrible)

Don't do it. I have heard that H in florida is shit and the roxies are still cheap enough and you know you are getting 30mg every time.

[dankstarR]

Just backing up oscar. Quality is the terrible down fall of heroin (and that it's Heroin). I usually get 10$/point tar that'll have me on my ass with less than .2, then I had shit that I was shooting over 7 grams a day without even a nod.

If you're opiate naive, I suggest just fucking with Vic's. In my opinion Hydrocodone is the most enjoyable opiate high, except do it too much and you'll never feel one again.

[Tashi]

Vicodin gives me anxiety. Roxies are beginning to bore me.

I cant even get a bag a coke thats worth the time and money spent to go get it. I know nothing about H, so I imagine ill get ripped off. or find some shitty product.

Im just hating life right now. Im broke and Im not trying to make things worse.

[dankstarR]

Vicodin gives me anxiety. Roxies are beginning to bore me.

I cant even get a bag a coke thats worth the time and money spent to go get it. I know nothing about H, so I imagine ill get ripped off. or find some shitty product.

Im just hating life right now. Im broke and Im not trying to make things worse.

Seems to me that Opiates aren't going to help you. The main reason I started doing opiates was when my best friend was murdered (you can see the thread RIP BCXdro) because I didn't know how to deal with it. You're just covering up problems that'll keep growing and growing. I'd try talking to a therapist or some shit like that. Masking your emotions with drugs makes shit worse and worse, yet like 75% of us do.

[Tashi]

@dankstarR Ive been in therapy for years.

When i was 14 I was court ordered therapy, drug abuse counseling, I was even in a scared straight program I got to visit a jail and everything it was fun.

First time i was admitted to inpatient rehab I was 16. I completed many programs with flying colors. I do believe rehabilitation and therapy works (if you work it) I am 27 years old now.

there is some days you just dont give a fuck. I have no desire to go on.

I work in a psychologist office, NOBODY here can help me. they tell me that i need to go see a psychiatrist.

i like to self medicate.

I dont wanna get spanked for derailing this thread. PM me with any suggestions/advice, its an hour and seventeen minutes before 5pm, I have $118 in my bank account and my office is across the street from 2 strip bars. there isn't much time

[OxcyMoron]

So yesterday I had my first experience with H.

Nice one champ. Might feel good now, but that time you get shit, you will be "chasing the dragon" wanting to feel that again. Be careful and take care.

In my opinion Hydrocodone is the most enjoyable opiate high,

I do agree with ya here, but . . . . .

except do it too much and you'll never feel one again.

i can't quite here. I have been on the HillyBilly Heroin now for 4 yrs (squashed vertebrae, sciatica and Lumbar Sponylosis) 2x40's a day, but got to being 10 x40's a day until i came undone and the Pharmacist caught on and nearly put me on a register, but having a Authority Script, here in Aust and with the help of the Dr i am back to 2 a day knocking them up and every morning at 832am i am in heaven again. That rush and feeling of ""pain free"" is amazing. Going to my pain specialist in a month and I'm hoping he will review my Meds and up them to 2x80's a day, but yes i feel it everyday

[dankstarR]

Seems like you're one of the blessed ones who's tolerance didn't grow that fast. Within two months I was easily blowing 3 80's a day, 6 months IV'ing up to 7 80's a day depending how much money I could get. Then I found H and it was over.

[imintrigued420]

So now that I got my little first shit over with, I wanna get real high. Where can one get a clean needle? Also what is the process for intravenously using heroin? Same question for smoking it. Please and thank you.

[OxcyMoron]

Seems like you're one of the blessed ones who's tolerance didn't grow that fast. Within two months I was easily blowing 3 80's a day, 6 months IV'ing up to 7 80's a day depending how much money I could get. Then I found H and it was over.

Yea i am with the Oxy but like you when i run out of my pills H is the taste of the day and my tolerance with that is up too shit. Thats why i love my pills so much

So now that I got my little first shit over with, I wanna get real high. Where can one get a clean needle? Also what is the process for intravenously using heroin? Same question for smoking it. Please and thank you.

Only new here but look in the FAQs and there is detailed posts on how to IV and also where to get them. If your in the US i the ink Best Bey is your best bet. Go up top the counter and you can get 100pack for about $15.Im in Aust so this is only what i read yesterday.

Found it http://www.drugsandbooze.com/showthr...ow-to-IV-Drugs IV Drugs
and getting clean weapons http://www.drugsandbooze.com/showthr...Get-clean-rigs

[Stiffy]

So now that I got my little first shit over with, I wanna get real high. Where can one get a clean needle? Also what is the process for intravenously using heroin? Same question for smoking it. Please and thank you.

This is not funny... but haha.

[imintrigued420]

This is not funny... but haha.

Can you elaborate?

[Stiffy]

Can you elaborate?

Well I think the question was answered excellently by Oxycmoron... I was only laughing because I see myself in your posts. So hard headed and sure of myself at the beginning of my opiate use... diving in headfirst thinking I could handle it. Boy, I sure wasn't prepared for the ride. It's a rough road, a roller coaster for sure. And the peaks are awesome and the valleys are twice as bad as the peaks are good. I don't expect you to listen, because I know I didn't. But, you're going to be in for some shit here pretty soon and it's gonna take off quick as soon as you put that needle in your arm. I'm only speaking from experience. But hey, at the end of the day, you're gonna do what you're gonna do. Just be safe and do it right.

[dankstarR]

You just did dope for the first time and already want to shoot it after only having moderate opiate use? Good luck man, you're going to need it.

[Illadelphian]

Seems to me that Opiates aren't going to help you. The main reason I started doing opiates was when my best friend was murdered (you can see the thread RIP BCXdro) because I didn't know how to deal with it. You're just covering up problems that'll keep growing and growing. I'd try talking to a therapist or some shit like that. Masking your emotions with drugs makes shit worse and worse, yet like 75% of us do.

A thousand times this. It just makes it worse in the end, covering it up doesn't make it go away.

[Socially Inept]

I was only laughing because I see myself in your posts. So hard headed and sure of myself at the beginning of my opiate use... diving in headfirst thinking I could handle it..

Stiffy I remember the first time you nodded out from opiates lol.. you were so excited about it and posted about it here... You were full time IV'ing in what...? just a few months?

[Stiffy]

Stiffy I remember the first time you nodded out from opiates lol.. you were so excited about it and posted about it here... You were full time IV'ing in what...? just a few months?

Yeah, I had experimented a decent amount with hydro and shit, but that was when I tried oc the first time and got more fucked than ever. Not long after I tried heroin for the first time and skipped straight to slammin' my shit... the rest as they say is history.

and... damn that was like four years ago... can't believe I have been a member of this forum for five years now... what a trip.